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reinventlove07
01 July 2009 @ 08:04 pm
So last night I had an epiphany and realized that Stephen Colbert is
the man of my dreams. He has everything that I look for in a man. He's
intelligent, handsome, successful, honest and witty. He's a sarcastic narcissist with great hair and a beautiful smile.
And most importantly, he makes me laugh. I must now find him and force him to marry me. The end.
 
 
 
 
 


 
 
 oh yeah, and he doesn't mind acting like a big fat dork in public... sigh* =)
 
 
reinventlove07
29 June 2009 @ 01:57 pm
It's been a while since my last entry. It's summer now. Stupid heat puts me in a bad mood. But I had an AMAZING weekend. I just really wanna enjoy this summer. It feels good not having to worry about school for at least a couple months, and I'm gonna make the best of it. I talked to a counselor on Tuesday and well, she pretty much reminded me how much work I have ahead of me and I could feel the nerd in me slowly coming out. So then I started feeling bad about the past few weeks, cause it seems like I've been drinking a lot and doing a lot of that other stuff. But then I thought to myself, I know that once school starts I'll go into super nerd mode and I'll go weeks without even stepping outside my house. So I deserve having a little fun right now. I deserve to go drink after work without having to worry about finishing up homework and whatnot. So as Mr. Loser Face would say "Fuck it! Shit Happens!" I'm gonna go ahead and have fun while I can and I won't  feel guilty about it.

PANIC! 42 days til I see my boys!! I miss them, so, so much!! and I am SO excited about the new single! I think I'm more excited about this than the actual show! I can't believe we finally get new material! I am so curious about what this new album is gonna sound like. Yes, I'm a little nervous, but I trust them... I'm sure no matter what it sounds like, I'm gonna LOVE it =)

Comic Con is less than a month away and I can not wait!

Don't feel like talking boys, but let's just say that  I'm weird, and sometimes I have no idea what the hell is wrong with me, and I'm weird, and I need to get slapped so I can snap out of this. But right now, I'm ok with it and it makes ME happy so whatever! I'm happy!

My Brenny's been sick for a week now. I feel super guilty, cause I feel like every since I got Ryan I've been neglecting him. I feel horrible. But I got him some medicine, he's eating now, but still swims a little funny, if he doesn't get better in a couple days I'm gona go out and buy him different medication =/

I'm so stressed right now. I don't like it. Gonna try and focus on the positive things.
 
 
 
reinventlove07
26 May 2009 @ 10:06 pm
So I'm free!
Hello Summer! I hate you, but not having to worry about school for a couple months, sure is something to be happy about...

Last week was good, finals weren't as bad. I think I always over-study for tests... oh well, that can't be a bad thing,,, I got a beautiful A in my Bio class! I so love my professor! I'm gonna miss him! =( my Astronomy teacher too! I was surprised to be genuinely saddened the last day of  class... I swear, if it wasn't for all the physics/geometry that's involved with it, I'd seriously consider changing my major.

Weekend was okay... a little bit more than okay, i would say.. ha! But I won't talk about it =)

Last night, we went to visit Ramon, it was totally unexpected... Seeing his grave only made everything more, I don't know... real? and I thought it would just bring all the sadness and the horrible feelings back,   but it actually had the exact opposite effect... It was good getting to talk about him, get everything out, say goodbye in a way... We just hung out there for a while, smoked and drank some with him. It was good. =)

Worked a 9hr shift today... I'm exhausted! Got the day off tomorrow, gonna hang out with Alananana! it should be fun =)







 
 
Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: Working Class Hero
 
 
reinventlove07
16 May 2009 @ 11:55 pm
I knew today was coming, I felt it,  but I definitely didn't imagine it like that. I was waiting for the pain. I was expecting it. I was ready for it, but it never came. Tonight, I realized that I fell out of love with you long time ago. For the first time ever, I see you as nothing but my past; not my present, and definitely not my future. We were just kids...  We're different people now. You're a complete stranger to me. This is good though, you look happy and I'm glad you are. We're both happy, so I guess in the end, we did make the right decisions. I'm proud of us.






"You can't see everything that you did to me, with your automatic eyes... Five years disappeared, five years disappeared that night"
I feel you Carden, I feel you...
 
 
reinventlove07
15 May 2009 @ 11:20 pm
Blink 182- September 16, 2009.
I get to see Blink 182 live, on September 16, 2009.  Hometown Show... ahhh!!!

I cried when I told my mom this morning haha That's like freaking 10 years of waiting!
I cried so much when they broke up, and I think it was mostly, cause I'd never gotten to see them live.
And now it's finally happening! Ah, Blink... I remember when I had a HUGE crush on Tom, and I remember I used to paint my left hand fingernails black, cause I'd read somewhere that Tom did that =')

I am soooo happy about this, that I didn't even complain too much about not getting Panic to open for them.. I mean,
first of all, I am so, so happy for Panic, they must be STOKED! my bbs get to go on tour with their bbs! haha
I can't even imagine how happy they must be and that makes ME happy. If only I could see all the things that are gonna be done/said during this tour haha And well, I can't really complain, cause I get to see Panic this summer anyway... and I still am extremely grateful for that, I can't believe I got sooo lucky! =)

Besides, a tour with such an amazing lineup would've probably been a little bit too much for me.. haha If Blink is really sticking with that setlist Mark posted, then that means, they're gonna play "Always"..... and when they do, I'm gonna become one of those emo kids that are sitting on the floor, crying, and rocking themselves back and forth. I haven't heard that song in AGES. I deleted it from my computer, mainly, cause it made me feel like I had a knife stuck in my chest. "Always" is such a beautiful song. It's a song that's supposed to be full of hope and optimism. A song about taking second chances. A song about fixing whatever problems you might have in a relationship and being able to start over. At one time,  listening to that song made me happy, it made me believe that we were strong enough to work our problems out and that everything was gonna be alright in the end.  But now, istening to that song, just reminds me that, well, it wasn't.  For us,  it was the exact opposite.  That song, for me, is just a reminder of  all the things that weren't fixed, how nothing was alright in the end, and that second, third, and 20th chances mean shit. And basically, that I was wrong, I was wrong about everything. Dissapointment. I think that sums it up. It makes me feel dissapointed.

Ew.. why do I always ruin my posts with emo relationship crap? Soooo pathetic...
My blog's starting to look like Keltie's.... I deserve the stars~ you know?
I make myself sick. Ok, I'm seriously gonna stop now.
No more butthurt shit on my blog on my blog from now on...

oh.. just one last thing: My Gabe looking crush at work is a whore and I don't like him anymore, and I'm sad =(
and yeah.. okay, I'm done.

The point was that, I'm gonna cry my eyes out at a Blink show, and it's not gonna be fun... boo!
ok yeah, I don't care.. I'm gonna be at a Blink 182 show! yay!!!!!!!!


Anywho.... today was fun. Friends, food, Petco Park... a little alcohol  would've made it perfect. But it was still good =)
Guy proposed to his girlfriend in the middle of the game and it was the sweetest thing ever.
Padres won, and we got FIREWORKS! =)





School in a few hours... boo!! =(





 
 
Current Music: Between you and I
 
 
reinventlove07

heh... can't sleep...  I'm so tired... yet, I feel like my mind is going 1000mph...
Finals are coming up, I am not looking forward to it. However, I am definitely looking forward to this summer!!!
yoga class is all paid for, music class sounds like fun, car-buying is definitely happening in the next couple months, and for some strange reason, I'm actually excited about looking for another job,

and well... who am I kidding?

I can't wait for Comic Con, new movie/album releases, and most importantly... SUMMER TOURS!
Summer Tours that include my current favorite band and the band that made me fall in love with music....
ah, Blink, I am so stoked about this. Totally turned my mood around when I heard the news.

Sadly, my trip to the zoo today was completely ruined by "guy that can't take a hint". When did men become so completely clueless and ANNOYING!? What do you have to do to make them understand you are NOT interested? I'm sounding like such a stuck up bitch right now, but I swear I don't think I've ever been that frustrated... I have no idea how I restrained myself  from yelling at him to leave me the fuck alone. The sun was in my face, kids were everywhere, and dude kept following me around and suffocating me! I had plans to go in, listen to my music, enjoy the animals, do my work and get the hell out. But nooooo, dude couldn't leave me alone for a second! It ruined my entire day...  I guess it also didn't help that I'm in that time of the month...heh I hate being a girl so much. Men have it so easy.. everything is so much easier and funner for them. Bastards don't even have any feelings.

.... wait, how did this become a rant post? heh... I guess that's what blogs are for... and I have horrible cramps, so I get to do whatever I want..

 I miss Scrubs so much =(  I miss it so much, it hurts sometimes.... ha!

 Happy birthday to my husband to be, Stephen Colbert...  and to my beloved Robert Pattinson!!!!!





and that is all.

 
 
Current Music: Believe me Natalie
 
 
reinventlove07
02 May 2009 @ 03:14 pm
I just had a really, really awesome week, and I am HAPPY! =)

First of all, it was The Rescue week! I'm so glad I got to be a part of such an inspiring and empowering movement. Last Saturday was amazing from beginning to end. We got rescued by a Chargers player, which I thought was awesome! Other cities weren't as lucky and had to endure a few more days. Chicago was the last city to be rescued. Yesterday,  After 6 days of being abducted, they were  finally rescued by OPRAH! It was beyond amazing! I am so proud of all those kids. They aren't only helping build awareness about the kids in Northern Uganda; but they are also demonstrating that, despite of what most of people say, our voices can and will be heard, and we WILL make a difference!!



truly a wonderful day =)


And now, for the not so serious stuff, PANIC! I will be seeing Panic at the Disco in 97 days!!!! I'm so stoked about this!! Specially cause it really caught me by surprise! I was not expecting it AT ALL! I woke up from a great nap and looked at my phone, and there it was: "Panic at the Disco opening for No Doubt show in San Diego" I got a little dizzy, rushed to my computer, and Ticketmaster confirmed the news. I figured I would first hear news about a demo, or a leaked song, or the new album, but I was definitely not epecting a show. We are soooo lucky to be the only city where Panic will be opening for No Doubt =) Living in San Diego is finally paying off.

btw I'm still kinda mad the "Let's Make a Mess Tour" isn't coming to SD..... and I am hoping that the "What Happens in Vegas Tour" does come here...   and I'm seeing Panic in 97 days!! wait, did I already say that? =)

I'm so excited for this summer!

uhmm what else?... I got my midterms back and I got the highest score in the class for both Bio and Astronomy.... and I have A's in both classes so far! I am happy, happy, happy about that! I love geeky Sammy! I'm meeting with my counselor on Monday to talk about getting my Associate's Degree by the end of next semester!!!!!!!!!!!! And I might be graduating with Honors!!! Soooo excited!!!! =D

Hot new guy at work also makes me happy.

Thursday night was midnight premiere night!!! Best part of it was, definitely, getting to hang out with my nakas, and talk boys! haha and also seeing Hugh Jackmans butt, of course. Good times...

Yesterday I got up at noon! but still managed to get a lot of stuff done...
And I guess that is all for now...



It's all good in the neighborhood homes.
 
 
Current Mood: bouncy
 
 
reinventlove07
23 April 2009 @ 11:09 pm

Imma do the things that i wanna do
I ain't got a thing to prove to you
I'll eat my candy with the pork and beans
Excuse my manners if i make a scene
I ain't gonna wear the clothes that you like
I'm fine and dandy with the me inside
One look in the mirror and i'm tickled pink
I don't give a hoot about what you think

 
 
 
reinventlove07
17 April 2009 @ 11:57 pm
Better. Today was better.
I was able to sleeplast night.. whenever I'm stressed out, I always wake up and my heart is beating really fast. It's scary. I'm pretty sure it started happening after I stopped taking pills. Bastard really screwed me over in every single way, didn't he?
ha! I guess I am still a little bitchy... but I am almost back to normal.
I hate being sad... well who doesn't right? But I like to think of myself as a happy person. Most of the time I'm always singing/dancing/ or doing/saying something completely idiotic. It makes me happy. I make myself happy. (wow that sounds crazy) but it's true... I miss my dorky self whenever I go through these "depression stages"....

I've been listening to Weezer a lot these past days. They remind me of a time in my life when I had no worries at all. I remember they would always play Island in the Sun on MTV every morning while I was getting ready for school. It's weird cause I usually listen to angsty, angry music  to get me through times like this; but Weezer's working pretty good so far.


Happiness depends more on the inward disposition of mind than on outward circumstances.
Benjamin Franklin


 
 
reinventlove07
17 April 2009 @ 11:34 am






During the past two decades over 30 thousands of kids have been abducted from their families, kept in  displacement camps and made into soldiers of Joseph Kony's rebel army. 12 year olds are being kept away from their families, tortured and forced to  fight in a pointless war against its government.

On April 25th thousands are getting together across the world, abducting ourselves and sleeping in the streets to show these kids that we care about them and that they are not alone.  But more importantly, to raise awareness about this tragedy, and to encourage the government to take action, rescue these children and return them to their families.

So seriously, if you can spend the night out getting drunk and partying, then why not try doing something that can save thousands of children? You can actually make a difference in these kids lives!!!


Please, please, please help these kids!!! Sign up for it!!! It is going to be amazing!!!
 
 
reinventlove07
09 April 2009 @ 08:48 pm
Isn't it weird how you can be really happy with your life one minute and then just completely hate it the next? I probably shouldn't complain. I mean, at least I'm alive right? That's all that should really matter. But how can you really enjoy life when there's so many horrible, unfair, ruthless things happening around you? How can you even try to be happy when all you can think about is death? And I don't mean that in a suicidal, "I don't wanna live anymore" way... but the complete opposite. I've always said that the thing that scares me the most is death, that I'm scared of dying. But I've been thinking about this all day and I don't even think I'm scared of that anymore. What I'm really scared of is losing the ones I love. I'd never seen death this close before. This has forever changed the way I think about death. I mean, we're used to hearing about it right? But you never fully understand it until something like this happens; at least, I didn't. Death isn't just about you know, "leaving this world". Death hurts. It hurts so bad. It hurts seeing in how much pain so many people are right now. It hurts thinking about their families. It hurts thinking about how many lives have been changed in an instant. It hurts thinking about THEM. It hurts thinking about their nonexistent futures. It hurts thinking about the decisions they made. It hurts thinking about the decisions we've all made. I really hope we can all learn from this. Maybe we all really needed to learn a lesson. Maybe that's why God put me there that might. Or maybe he just wanted to give me a chance to say goodbye. Funny thing is, I don't even remember saying good bye to him. But whatever the reason was, I'm sure none of us will forget this. It's just so hard for me to process all this. I had just seen them! a fucking week ago! they were alive and well. Fuck, people always say "I can't believe he's gone blah blah blah". But it really does feel like that, I can't believe he's fucking gone. It's so surreal.  I've been getting all these flashblacks. Flashbacks of me and him in Mrs. Perrine's class, doing everything except paying attention, talking about the stupidest things, walking to class together, being mad at him cause he always made that one other loser late for class. Wow, it feels like forever ago....
I've been repeating all those saying designed to make you feel better about situations like these, over and over again in my head... but I don't think they're working.... I guess I'll just stick with "Everything happens for a reason".
 
 
reinventlove07
04 April 2009 @ 09:35 pm
ha!!! jk jk
but seriously, NBC mofo's banned this ad cause it was ~too graphic... ugh whatever... Go Veg!

"Green is what? GOOOOD! Green is good!" tee hee







 
 
reinventlove07
24 March 2009 @ 07:15 pm
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I'm so mad right now.
I just don't get it. What's with all these people? No, I haven't talked to him lately. No, I don't know where he works/lives No, I don't know his phone number. And I DON'T CARE! I really don't! why is that so hard to believe??!! I don't get it! It's been forever! Why is it that whenever you see my face you feel the stupid urge to ask me about his stupid face? What the fuck do I look like? his mom? I DON'T WANNA BE ASSOCIATED WITH HIM. I hate it.  Don't you have anything else to talk to me about? if you don't, then just don't talk to me. Seriously, this shit needs to stop. I don't know why, but the thought of anyone immediately thinking of him whenever they see me walking down the street makes me sooo angry. It makes me feel as if in their opinion, he was the most interesting thing about my life. As if somehow our relationship defined me as a person. And I probably wouldn't mind as much  if his name were brought up an hour or two into the conversation. But when the second sentence they throw at me is "So, how is he?" or "Have you talked to him?" or "Are you and him still together?" it really makes me wanna punch someone.
GET OVER IT. I already have.
 
 
reinventlove07
08 March 2009 @ 09:31 pm
School  was horrible today. A guy that was in my class committed suicide. I probably didn't talk to the guy more than a couple times, but I felt horrible. I was trying so hard not to cry, but seeing his empty seat, my professor's eyes tearing up,  and the tension in the room, made it impossible. Death is weird. One moment you're there, and the next you're not. Death is the thing that scares me the most. It seems impossible to me, that anyone, anywhere would want to cease to exist. I wonder what can possibly be going on in your life that would wanna make you end your life? I know it sounds totally dramatic, but I couldn't stop thinking about how maybe I or anyone in that classroom, or that school, or ANYONE in his life could've done something to help him. It got me thinking about my friends, one in particular, and how sometimes, when they are clearly in need of someone to talk to,  I just conclude that all they want is attention and that they'll be ok on their own. I don't know what I would do if something like this happened to any of my friends. I wouldn't be able to forgive myself. That's why I've decided I need to be a better friend. Because seriously, sometimes I don't know why my friends put up with me, I wouldn't. I can be so damn bitchy and annoying sometimes. I guess they all deserve a little bit more from me.... Anyway, things like these really put things into perspective. I really need to stop complaining about how hard and horrible my life is, cause well, it's not. I hope Benjamin is in a better place now.
 
 
reinventlove07
22 February 2009 @ 09:01 pm
I got the call today, I didn't wanna hear
But I knew that it would come
An old true friend of ours was talking on the phone
She said you found someone
And I thought of all the bad luck,
And all the struggles we went through
How I lost me and you lost you
What are these voices outside love's open door
Make us throw off our contentment
And beg for something more?

I've been learning to live without you now
But I miss you sometimes
The more I know, the less I understand
All the things I thought I knew, I'm learning them again
I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
But my will gets weak
And my thoughts seem to scatter
But I think it's about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

These times are so uncertain
There's a yearning undefined
And people filled with rage
We all need a little tenderness
How can love survive in such a graceless age
And the trust and self-assurance that lead to happiness
They're the very things we kill, I guess
Pride and competition cannot fill these empty arms
And the work they put between us,
You know it doesn't keep us warm

I've been trying to live without you now
But I miss you, baby
The more I know, the less I understand
And all the things I thought I figured out, I have to learn again
I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
But my will gets weak
And my heart is so shattered
But I think it's about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

All the people in your life who've come and gone
They let you down, you know they hurt your pride
Better put it all behind you; cause life goes on
You keep carryin' that anger, it'll eat you up inside

I want a happily everafter
And my heart is so shattered
But I know it's about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
Because the flesh gets weak
And the ashes will scatter
So I'm thinkin' about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if you don't love me anymore
Even if you don't love me anymore







It feels good to finally let go. It feels good to forgive.
It feels good not feeling anything at all.

 
 
reinventlove07
04 February 2009 @ 04:55 pm
So I just had the most horrible week... week and a half actually...
I'm so frustrated/annoyed/preoccupied with school!! =/
I can't believe I got stuck with taking only two classes this semester... it feels like such a waste of time.
I guess I kinda got used to being busy and feeling overwhelmed the whole time.. I kinda missed it during winter break, and I was looking forward to this semester =/ But I guess I'll just try to work a little bit more, and save money. I am so not looking forward to tuiton fees at State... But today, I promised myself that I was gonna stop stressing so much. I'm just gonna focus on my classes, and make sure I get good grades! So far, I think I like my classes, and they don't seem too hard. I should be ok.

On another note, I might've done something really dumb, caused by the depression mode I was in last week. Alcohol is not your friend when you're in that situation, jftr. Drunk dialing, always a bad idea. Specially when it comes to him. The next day, I swear I kinda felt as if I had dreamt it all. It was weird. I told him so. And I repeated it a lot. I don't know where we're at anymore and I hate it. I told him this is exactly what I didn't want and he does not seem to care. Soooo annoying. I'm tired of being one of those girls that's always crying and nagging about guys. Except that in my case, it is ALWAYS the same guy. Which makes it even more annoying.

Sonia is giving me a turtle today... it will so help me turn my mood around! I'm naming it Ryan, just cause turtles are shy, and mellow, and anti-social, just like Ryan! lol gonna pick it up right nowww!! :)
 
 
reinventlove07
15 January 2009 @ 12:03 pm

Since myspace killed my original FOB blog, this one's gonna be a lot shorter...

December 20, 2008
Fall Out Boy
Epicenter

Drama, work, drama, anxiousness, nervousness, VENUE!!
As long as we saw the venue Jessica and I started screaming like idiots and we pretty much ran to it! (we are soooo glad we did so btw)
Line was looooong... we were pissed cause the venue people had said that they weren't gonna let anyone get in line before noon, but it turned out that people had actually spent the freakin night there!!! They were only going to let 300 people in, so when we saw all those people we got mad.. really mad...
Anyway, we got in line and we soon became surrounded by a million teenies and their respective parents.. yes.. their parents! and to our surprise, the parents seemed to be really, REALLY into going to concerts with their kids... They brought them chairs, food, drinks, cameras, blankets... a couple of them got together and started talking about how the line was way longer at I don't know what other show and started talking about the bands' buses and vans and I dunno... it was weird... Jess and I spent most of the time bitching about how our parents would never do something like that, and that we hated teenies and that they were too loud and anoying and I was ready to freaking pepper spray them all!!!! and then Jamie called me Bella and it was hilarious!!!lmao

and then Jessica and I started freaking out cause we were soooooooooooooo sure that the van parked in front of us was The Cab's...see, The Cab had twittered a day before that they were going to be at the FOB show the day after... so we kinda just concluded that they were going to PLAY at the show... so when we saw this...

we were 100% percent sure it was them... and we started taking pictures of it and being super stalkerish... we later found out that it wasn't The Cab... and it was very embarrassing, and dissapointing, but FREAKING HILARIOUS!!! hahaha

anyway....we were getting crankier and hungrier by the minute, so we got the girls behind us to save our spot while we went to Carls Jr... we ate and we got so damn sleepy!!! I seriously almost fell asleep sitting there.. we finally decided to go back... and it was soooo freakin painful to walk pass that huge line and all those people. =(

We hung out with Jamie-James and Kathy-Kat for a while, and they were kind enough to provide us with blankets!!! woot!! we got back in line and we were super bored so we made this for Kathy and Jamie but we completely forgot to show it to them....
 


ha!

 

 


After making the video, I decided I needed some sleep!!!!!!! So as I was barely drifting off  I  heard Jessica jump up really fast, and when I opened my eyes the FREAKING LINE WAS MOVING!!!! so I picked up my stuff super fast and ran to leave all our stuff in Jamie’s car, while Jessica tried to catch up with the line so she could save our spot…That wasn’t fun at all… we decided to leave the blankets and sweaters in the car, cause we knew once we were inside we were going to be hot as hell, and well I thought “Hey, they’re supposed to open the doors at 6,  I can take 15-20 mins of being super cold, no big deal….” But what I did NOT now was that they were gonna make us wait for 2 FREAKING HOURS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don’t think I’ve ever been so cold in my entire life… none of us could feel our toes/fingers anymore, and we were shaking like crazy… It was horrible.. not to mention how nerve-racking it was not knowing if we were going to be make it in =( we did a few things to try to distract ourselves which included: Doing the guilty pleasure dance, singing, walking to the front, talking to the girls behind us (that we hated at first)lmao, being an angry mob… and how could I forget the amazing Umbrella =’) sadly, it never made it to the front of the line….And so it was finally sacrificed for the sake of the entire mob =(

 You will be missed amazing purple umbrella…. tear*

 

The line finally started moving at around 8.. we were sooo nervous and we were getting closer and closer to the entrance… Jamie had revealed to us the secret to get into a sold out show and we were it ready to make use of it if necessary. But then, the most amazing thing happened!!! It was such an amazing moment… I wish I had recorded it or something… This guy from the venue started counting us according to how many tickets they had left, so he could tell everyone else to leave.. so first he counted Kathy, Jamie and Jack in and I was soooo happy for them =)

But I was sooooo, so nervous about us. And then I saw everything in slow motion, he finally pointed at me, and then Jessica!!!!!!! And we screamed… a “FUCK YES!” came out of my mouth and it was loud…really loud…we had fucking made it!!! and so then he counted the 3 girls behind us, and then he said “THAT’S IT!” omg.. we were seriously incredibly lucky!!!! We then proceeded to act incredibly foolish and we all hugged while we were screaming and jumping up and down…lmfao… it was fun though… and completely amazing!!!! Kathy and Jamie celebrated with us from far away… we were all ecstatic. We felt bad for the other group of girls behind us cause they looked super sad and disappointed =( so we decided to stop celebrating =/ haha Now I couldn’t wait to go inside where it was warm and beautiful =)

 We were soooo relieved when we finally got our wristbands… we ran inside where Jamie and Kathy were waiting for us and we all hugged!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =) ha! Good times!!!

 SO WE WERE FINALLY INSIDE!!!!!!!!!!!! And Kathy let me wear her TAI sweatshirt so I was really happy!!lol By then, we had discovered that The Cab wasn’t gonna play.. lmao.. big disappointment.. but the band that opened was actually pretty good =)

After they were done.. they made us wait for oh sooooo long and they kept toying with us!! >=| and I was getting pissed… as you can tell by this video and my profanities…


 

I had woken up at 5am, I had been waiting in line in the freezing cold for 8 hours!!I had cried, jumped, screamed, laughed… I was tired… hungry, and dehydrated… do not fucking throw Lil’ Wayne my way, unless you wanna get fucking punched.

 But then the show started and within five minutes I had forgiven them  for all of that……. Besides I realized that the reason why they had taken so long was because Pete was being a fanboy and he wanted to do his make up like Ryho’s =) mwahahaha


 Anyway the next video is made of win, why? You might ask.. well here's why...

 

1)Jess- Why is Pete over there???!!

  Sam- Cause we thinks he’s Ryan Ross!!!!

  Lmfao!!!!

 

2)I was trying to get Jamie and Jessica’s reactions, but there weren’t any freaking lights! So you can’t see anything!!!lmao!

 

3)Jessica’s screaming in the background!haha

 

4)The song starts at around 0:40 and I don’t realize what song it is, until 15 seconds later when Jamie tells me, and then I scream and start singing!!!lmfao!!!

 

5)YOU CANT EVEN SEE ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!BAHAHAHA

 


 


So yeah.. pretty much all the videos are crappy. =/ and all you can hear is me singing, messing up the lyrics… =) mwahahah I was just scared they would see my camera and take it away… so I had to hold it close to my face!!!!!  haha

 

 Oh and then Pete talked about Zack and Panic!!mwahaha we had seen Zack before, so we knew he was around…



 aaand a couple other pictures…

crappy =/ I know…

 

Anyway, the show was a lot of fun! I don’t know, the vibe there was amazing, and I guess I enjoyed it more cause I didn’t have to worry about getting to the front, or freaking out, or taking good pictures, or blah blah blah…. I din’t know half of the songs… but it was still super fun!!!lmao and well.. they are actually pretty. fucking. good…. Patrick’s voice is just sdjklaaejklfhsajkdfhakjsdfhakjs…. Seriously…. They know how to put on a good show…. I mean an hour and a half set and they kept everyone hyped up and jumping until the very last song… except me of course, cause I needed to pee, really, REALLY bad… but I was scared they would play 20DNB while I was in the bathroom lmao so I didn’t wanna leave…  I was exhausted though….

 

So the show was over and we walked around the venue hoping to see one of the guys, cause Jess really wanted to meet them… but then Jamie’s friend told us that he had seen them get in a van and leave!lol they left like literally as soon as the show was over =/ so that sucked…

 

We came home and took a picture of our wristbands!!!haha

Check out the super cool Reinvent♥ bracelet.. Kathy gave it to me that day!! Woot!! =)

 

 

And well, I guess that was it. Not so short after all. Lmao…Good show, good people, good times =)

 

 
 
Current Mood: complacent
Current Music: Gwen Stefani
 
 
reinventlove07
11 January 2009 @ 10:50 pm
So I had to go to work today, and I realized that I hadn't left my house in 4 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!! like at all!!! I didn't even get close to the door!!! No wonder I was super bitchy and anxious. I swear, as soon as I stepped outside I felt a whole lot... happier! and I realized how much I'd missed my mp3 player!!!!!!!!!! It's weird how a 20 minute walk can have such an impact on the way you feel. I think I'm gonna start doing that more often. Maybe just walk around, with no direction at all. Get lost perhaps? I don't know it sounds relaxing to me. Anyway, I need to start making plans, I don't wanna be home all week again. Or at least do something productive while I'm at home. I need to stop going on here and getting depressed over the stupid "Hello, My Name is... STUPID TOUR" damn you for not coming to San Diego!!!!!!!! (ok... rant over!)
what the hell am I supposed to do, if I just don't like leaving my house! I like my house, and my bed, and this stupid computer. I don't know what happened to me. I remember back in like my freshman/sophmore year of high school, I would seriously just come home to sleep. I was always out and about. I wonder how I got so antisocial =/ I know I got it from my momma =/I'll try to fix it though...
 
 
Current Mood: blah
 
 
reinventlove07
07 January 2009 @ 09:39 pm
you know how you're supposed to go through that phase where you hate your parents cause they don't "get you"? I think I'm kinda late, but I'm definitely going through it right now. I'm so frustrated!!! I actually used the overrated "YOU JUST DON'T GET ME MOM!!!!!" sentence and slammed my freakin door! arghhhh!!! Why can't she just hear me out??!!! one minute I feel like I'm actually getting my point across and then she just fuckin throws a "You're crazy" at me and it pisses me off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's not so hard. I'm not going through a phase. And I'm not overreacting. I've always loved animals. She knows it. I love animals more than I love humans. She knows it!!! I've been like that since I was little. So why can't she just support me when I'm trying to stand up for what I believe in. It's not like I fucking want to join a cult or something.. I dunno...  It pisses me off when she treats me like I'm ignorant or something!!! You would think that she'd know that her daughter wouldn't just make a decision like this without actually doing some research first. And now I have a headache. I hate getting headaches cause that means no music for me. And when I feel like this, music is my only way out. ha! I feel like such an emo adolescent right now.


P.S. Knowing that Bill was watching Mallrats today,  totally made my day.
 
 
 
 

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